Cell phones

Have you ever realized how attached you are to your cell phone? or atleast how no matter how far someone is from you...they are still not that far from you cuz within just a few moments you can communicate with them. I remember losing my cell once while at youth camp but it was ok because I had several around me that had theirs that I was ok without it unless I was REALLY needed.

Well I had this checked over the last several days with Mom losing her phone. I dont thinnk it would have been so bad if I wasn't sick. I dont talk to mom everyday on the phone but we do communicate someway everyday. So with me being sick and them being out of town...not just out of town...but thousands of miles away with very good friends...I wanted to talk to Mom often to know what they were doing. Well I couildn't. The golf tourney wouldn't let them have their phones on the course so I couldn't talk to them. Moma didn't have her phone so I couldn't text her. PPR doesn't nkow how to text so I couldn't call and just say "hey!" cuz that would have been rude....so I survived...and I got better.

What was even funnier is that my grandmother was having trouble with my mom not having her phone...what did Mamaw do for 50 years? but you know...Mamaw saved the day because she would text me often during the day...yes my Mamaw! She's great...she told me she would fly to take care of me if I jsut gave her the word. Well she didn't have to...I got better...

Well then the craziest part to me was this morning when Mom called to check on me and to let me know they got home (10 hours later...cuz she didn't have texting)...she called from my home number that I have had for 26 years and I did NOT recognize the number! HA! Go figure!

Well brings us to tonight...Mom's phone works again or she has another...I think she called me and texted me to tell me...and I was asleep so I got..."Are you ok?" So yes I have Mama back to communicate with...and no more withdrawels of not being able to communicate.

so learn from this story: Do not take your phone with you to the bathroom...your phone may not survive...

The story of my heart....

John Waller - While I'm Waiting

I'mwaiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am hopeful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it is painful
But patiently, I will wait
I will move ahead, bold and confident
Takeing every step in obedience
While I'm waiting
I will serve You While I'm waiting
I will worshipWhile I'm waiting
I will not faint
I'll be running the race
Even while I waitI'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am peaceful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it's not easy
But faithfully, I will wait
Yes, I will wait
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve you while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting on You, Lord

So many times...

throughout the day I have something in mind that I think to myself...oh that would be a great post but then at night when i sit to write...I forget all those things...maybe that's good...maybe that's bad....

I am getting ready to go on my spring break which is well needed. I always dread the day tomorrow and spring break of every year because every year something life changing happens since I was in junior high...so i embark on this journey...knowing the next week will be lifechanging and I face my HUGE fear of the unknown. Tonight I cried...not because I hate life or that I am sad but someone very dear brought to my attention that I am scared but someone bigger is in charge. It is all going to be ok...I just can't get past the trees right now to see the forest. Right now I would LOVE to know what the big picture is...but then I am reminded of where is my FAITH in my God. He hasn't let me down ever and why would He now. JEremiah 29:11 is strongly claimed tonight! For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to PROSPER you and NOT to harm you, plans of a HOPE and future!

So where is your faith? Who are you seeking?

So as I still seek...as I still wait..I still pray...i still believe...I still trust.

FInishing strong!

I don't know...

lately I have had so much goin through my head and clearing out so much. I dont know what to say on here but it has been a while since I wrote I thought I wuold just say hi. No news is good news at this point.

I have taken alot away in my life right now to just focus on my relationship with Christ...it is amazing what He can teach you when you focus only on him..start your day with him and end your day with him. I am rather enjoying myself with that time I have and what He is teaching lately. Here it is... Seek...wait...trust...seek...wait...trust...then finish strong. Also of God's faithfulness...

So this my update...1 week til Spring Break!!! :)

Always...loving BIG with FAITH!